Writing articles, blog posts is a way to express we feel. That we are one, sensible, fallible people. When I think of my family I miss them, I miss them so much. Even my father. My biggest motivation is pointing only towards them, and I haven't got that much time than I imagined earlier. Because who knows when will come a day, I will lose my mom, and my dad, and our family will only be Sis, and me. I have to make them proud in this time, not after they can't pat my shoulder saying: "Good job, son."